I have come to the dawning realisation over the last few days, that life is just so beautiful.I have started to see beauty in everything. Everywhere I look I just wow, that's so beautiful!
My God created a beautiful world!
There is a lady at my church who, during worship time, literally just runs about and dances. I was staring her today and was just caught up in how beautiful free expression is. I am actually just looking at things and realising how precious life is.
All my life, I feel like I've taken beauty for granted by trying to attain it. Does that make any sense? I mean, we all try so hard to beautiful (or handsome...). Our lives are practically ruled by trying to make ourselves appear beautiful to others, and the world tells us that as long as other people think we're beautiful, that's all that matters.
Well I believe something different. I believe that God looks at our hearts. That he looks at our hearts and what we've done, what we look like becomes irrelevant. All that matters is how much we loved God, how much we wanted him.
Because our God is beautiful, and I choose to accept that beauty and believe that he made me beautiful too. I'm already beautiful, and nothing I think about myself or do will ever change that.
This has been a very confused blog, and on a different though slightly related subject...I am quite possibly voluntarily dying my hair ginger next weekend! :D Having dared my friend Gilly (she is yet another beautiful thing in my life...) to dye her hair with 'Marron Caca' (look it up :P), she has gone auburn ginger. It is a beautiful colour, just ginger! hahahaha. She has now dared me to do the same. It should go a very different colour to Gilly's because my hair is much darker than hers. Here's hopingggg....:P
SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU
God bless always,
Love, Anna :)
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